Tuesday, June 30, 2009

2 full days and i'm gone

yepp yepp.. 2 full days left in kuching and then i'll be off to a new chapter in life.. after settling some things, i am more than ready to leave.. if only time can pass faster.. lol..

well today was my mum's birthday.. she's 46 this year.. and i thank my mum for everything that she has done for us all this while.. i realise there's no one else better to be my mum, than my current mum..

today i didn't do much.. besides the household chores in the morning, i did nothing else.. it was during noon that i did some things.. since today was mum's birthday, we had a rare family lunch together.. o and ezzan joined in as well since we were going to go to the bank together.. lunch was great.. for the first time for God knows how long, i actually got to have lunch with both my mum and dad on the same table.. it's a normal thing during dinner but not lunch, considering i always eat lunch on my own (mum packs food home).. so it was great, especially with me leaving soon..

after lunch, me and ezzan left to BSN to get our things done.. we were there for more than an hour and it is really fun hanging out with ezzan.. especially when we discuss on goals, gets me pumped up to succeed.. after we were done at the bank, we went to meet up my mum at wisma naim to collect the broadband that my mum bought for me and my sis.. and ezzan took the chance to ask about the broadband thingy.. after that, we went home..

tonight, there's nothing much going on since dad's got a meeting.. so maybe that's why we had lunch together.. but whatever it is, i'm glad to have had the chance to have lunch today..

sis isn't doing so well in UM.. she's kinda homesick and whines about going back home.. i pity her, really.. but the good thing is aunt mary promises to take her out every weekend from there.. so at least she gets to enjoy herself a bit.. hopefully my sis gets setlled soon.. the poor girl..

tomorrow night i'll be having bbq steamboat at rh plaza with my friends.. looking forward to that.. other than that, i think tomorrow i'll be busy packing since i've plans on thursday and might not be able to pack then..

feeling good about leaving now.. leaving with no regrets except one.. should've said hi.. oh well, i have raya to try my luck since most likely i'll be flying back..

-should've said hi-

Monday, June 29, 2009

yayasan sarawak..

ok today was the award giving ceremony for yayasan sarawak.. it was raining in the morning so i was kinda reluctant to get up.. wanted to extend my sleep but then it's almost time for ezzan to pick me up so i showered.. but before i was fully ready, he was in front of my house already so i rushed in his car and did my hair in his car.. moving salon.. lol..


so we went to school first and met up some of the other st. joe recipients of the award.. cyril was there in school uni though we told him to go with formals.. those in form 6, they were wearing uni obviously.. so after meeting them up, me and ezzan walked around school and we met my bio teacher.. yay.. ngahaha.. after that we walked around and we met my moral teacher. madam josephine.. and she said, "you both look dashing today" lol.. after that, we left to civic centre and went into the hall..

i was sitting together with cyril and he was busy laughing at the emcee.. whatever the emcee said, he made fun of it and he laughed.. something was wrong with him i guess.. then he did the dumbest thing ever, and i got involved as well.. he decided to rush home to change, and he got me to follow.. now that time, it was 10, and the thing was supposed to start at 10.. but we left anyway to his place.. so he was driving like mad and when we reached his place, he rushed in and i took over the driver's seat and once he got his stuffs, he changed in the car while i sped us there.. crazy act and we pull it off just in time.. we arrived and ran into the hall and just as we entered, people started clapping.. sadly not for us, but coincidentally it was the VIP turn to gave his speech.. lol.. but all eyes were on us when we entered.. haha.. something i can look back at in 10 years time and laugh about with cyril..

o and i met a friend of mine.. it's been a while since i last met her, dorothy.. she was there at the ceremony and when she nudged me and said hello as i walked pass her, i noticed she has braces on edi.. ngahaha.. never knew she had put on braces.. and and she's still shorter than me.. wahaha..

after everything was done, i went with ezzan and we went back to school to meet up some teachers and then some of our friends.. then we left at about 1 and we went to mcD and well, i met wendy there.. she was with the other lower 6 students (friends of mine that we just met at school earlier) and she got me to treat her.. which i did.. after ordering, i sat with ezzan, separated from the rest because well, let's just say we're not so close to them..

after lunch, ezzan dropped me home.. then i went out with fred and only managed to rest after coming back around 4.. it's been a long day and lately i am feeling super tired all the time.. not symptoms of swine flu i hope..

o and mum went to apply for broadband today for me and my sis, good news.. bad news is, they take one week to process so i won't have one when i'm there since i'm leaving this friday.. no broadband, no connection :( i'm thinking of taking my dad's.. lol..

so i've four more days left here.. not long, but i guess it will do..

-free flow-

Sunday, June 28, 2009

tired..

i just came back from hanging out with ezzan and it's been a long day.. luckily it won't get any longer..

the day started at 5 something in the morning no thanks to kitty.. she slept with me last night and this morning, she cried to get out of the room at 5 something.. annoying, so i let her out before slumping back to bed.. next thing you know, the alarm rang at 7.30.. i set it at that time because i was supposed to go out and have breakfast with my mum..

after my shower and everything, i went down and thought we would leave straight.. turns out my mum said we should wait for my dad (who was still sleeping a that time).. boy was i feeling crappy.. i was tired and hungry, and then i had to wait for my dad.. sigh.. so we only left around 8.40..

i wanted to have yong tau foo but when we reached the coffee shop, the stall wasn't open!!! it's my last weekend here before i go and the stall wasn't open.. how depressing.. settled for laksa instead.. after breakfast, went to fix my dada's glasses before heading out to boulevard to get my stuffs..

boulevard today somehow was fun.. i don't know why, but it felt great being there.. lol.. got my stuffs, and dad bought two travelling luggage.. it was big.. bro got himself a new pair of jeans.. he mysteriously lost his at home so mum bought him another one..

and o ya, my sis reported at UM today and and guess what, her phone got stolen.. now it was kinda expensive (dual sim card phone) so dad was angry.. can't blame my sis fully, poor her.. it's the first day and already her phone got stolen.. lucky she didn't bring her laptop this time round.. we were supposed to pass the laptop to her next saturday when we're (me, mum and dad) there.. otherwise for all you know, her laptop might've been missing as well..

tomorrow is the award giving ceremony by yayasan sarawak.. i'll be there in formals :( not looking forward to the formals part but the ceremony should be fun, as ezzan said "there'll be lots of smart girls to look at".. lol.. the thing is at 9 and i'll be hanging with ezzan all the way.. hope i don't have to pick up my bro from school tomorrow afternoon.. haha..

ok i'm getting super tired.. haven't really been sleeping well lately.. so that's enough crap and i'll try to go get some rest..

-yesterday was the last-

Thursday, June 25, 2009

what a bad day..

o yeah.. it's a bad day and the best part is the day hasn't ended yet.. it started with an early morning wake up call from my dad to send my sis to the airport.. now that won't be so bad, if not for what she did at the airport later..

my dad decided to go and send my sis off after all.. so we went early, super early.. dad was planning to have breakfast at McD but sis, well, she doesn't seem to like the idea.. so when we reached, dad went straight to McD while i helped my sis carry her luggage for checking in.. after that, i went down to join my dad for breakfast.. after a while, sis came down and here's the conversation between her and my dad..

sis: i'm going to check in now..
dad: it's till so early.. sit down first and join us la..
sis: sit down for what?? i ate already..
dad: sit down and read newspaper ka..
sis: wu liao (boring kind of thing)

then there was silence and then,

sis: i'm going to walk around with my friends.. they're here..
dad: ok..

so she left, apparently for a walk, while me and my dad continued eating.. after i was done, dad asked me to go check if my sis is ready to check in and say goodbye to her.. so i went upstairs looking for her.. i roamed the entire floor and i couldn't find my sis so i gave her a call.. it was then i found out she entered the departing hall without saying goodbye at all.. how nice..

so ya, i practically woke up early to see my sis off and this is what i get.. and if that wasn't bad enough, today was jay's turn to fly and me, as his one of his closest mate, wasn't there to see him off.. and that, really made the day super bad.. super sorry jay, i wasn't there..

half the day remains, and i'm sure, it's just gonna get worse.. yay me..

what a bad day..

-coping-

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

9 days..

9 days left here in kuching.. then i'll be off to a new chapter in life.. now the question is, who's gonna see me off at the airport on the day i leave??? lol.. this week i've been doing nothing but seeing my friends off one by one at the airport.. by the end of the week, most of my close friends are gone for their further studies.. yay me huh for being left behind.. come the 3rd, i guess it's just me pulling my bag walking on my own to the departing hall without no one but my parents unlike how i've been seeing my friends off.. haha..

speaking of leaving, sis is going off friday.. and i'm the one sending her.. i would pity her since my parents are not seeing her off (mum working and dad as usual, lazy.. lol..) but but after what she did this afternoon to my mum, then i guess i've no pity at all.. ok maybe a bit, just for the sake of the brother-sister relationship we have.. lol.. and dick, a friend of mine since primary school, my jamming buddy, left to uitm perlis today.. there goes one jamming buddy and tomorrow, another one will leave, alan.. jay is going friday so yeah, i'm the last one.. haha..

i'm starting to wonder, to whom is my mum gonna complain when i'm gone considering i've been her complain box.. lol.. even just now she's busy complaining about my sis.. haha.. mummy mummy.. you've got 9 days of direct complaining to do, so utilise it well.. haha.. since i'm only coming back during chinese new year, so as my dad says just now :( unless i try to be funny and go back on my own.. ngahaha..

o and my cousin just dropped by about 2 minutes ago to collect his transformers movie ticket that i bought for him yesterday.. and he says we'll go out again before i go next friday.. woohoo.. chilling with him would be so much fun.. haha..

daddy is in a bad bad mood.. sis didn't do what he asked her to do (he asked her to fold this basket of clothes but instead of folding it, she threw it back right in his room) so ya, he's super angry right now.. i'm trying to stay out of trouble by hiding in my room.. haha.. speaking of room, i only got 9 more nights to sleep on my bed :( lol.. i think i'll miss my bed.. haha..

lately i've been thinking.. and i just realised only sometimes thinking is good..

-wonderwall-

Monday, June 22, 2009

wonderwall..

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves

Sunday, June 21, 2009

cheese is what i like..

o yeah i guess i like cheese.. cheesy cheese cheese..

things were just getting better till my memory card decides to condemn itself yesterday and i'm totally burnt out due to the lack of sleep.. so ya, i feel crappy and super sleepy..

screwing the memory card and the tiredness aside, i've got 12 days left in kuching before leaving.. important things are all done and what's left is to shop for jeans in kl.. and most of my friends will be off this week.. i'll be one of the last batch to leave..

speaking of leaving, it seems that my year of 5A is one of the best.. we've 19 scholars (not included those offered the local scholarship) overall from our class.. howard told me this last night when we were at azeem's place.. so i guess i can take pride in being part of the best 5A from st. joe ever.. time passed so fast since i was in form 1.. back then, i was a plain ordinary student.. wasn't till form 2 did i really started to turn myself up a notch and getting spotlights.. lol..

aizat's leaving tomorrow morning, and i'll be going to see him off with jay.. and dick is leaving wednesday, then it's alan, then it's jay.. then my sis and after that i'll be off next next friday.. and still, i'm reluctant to leave.. why why why..

i just realised how close my mum is to me.. seems like everything she'll speak and complain to me.. and nowadays also she seems to be getting closer and closer and and the best part is, she's slowly starting to joke around like how i do.. lol.. nice..

it's about time i start acting like an 18 year old.. was at miss sentha's place few nights back and well, i learned loads.. but it seems, i can't really act like a young adult, it shows when all i did was joke around with my bro when we were out just now.. unless, that's acceptable as a young adult act.. then again, my mind is all about having fun.. i think i prefer myself that way.. i guess that's me..

i'm thinking of cheese.....

and i'm super tired, so i shall stop crapping, and go to bed though it's still damn early.. shall write a more sensible post tomorrow..

-polka dot-

Friday, June 19, 2009

mardy bum..

well, i'm currently listening to mardy bum by artic monkeys.. so yeah, i figured that should be the post title.. though it's not relevant at all..

anyway, i was out basically the whole day till about 3 in the morning.. woke up in the morning at 10 something then went down.. got messsage from alan regarding our planned jamming session.. i was supposed to pick him and dick up at 1 something but alan had another idea.. he decided to pick us all up instead so we can jamm earlier.. so hw picked me up at around 11.30 and we headed straight to the studio, Flinstone jamming studio.. it was really stupid in the car and we had problems poking the parking coupon.. we actually wasted 3.. lol..



one of the wasted 3 coupons..

after we finally managed to get the parking coupon done, we went to the studio and got a room.. and there was a random sight.. a cat was sleeping in the studio and the cat has bloody nice fur!!



but the cat left the room the moment we were about to start.. sigh.. we were supposed to jamm envy by ash but as usual, alan with his last minute i-couldn't-find-the-tab attitude made us played trash style instead.. but it was real fun though.. and this time around alan was on guitar and dick was on bass..



dick on bass..



alan on guitar.. improved on his solo wei..



and me on drums..





it's been a while since we got together and jamm.. so it was real fun.. after jamming we went to the spring for lunch.. we went to manhattan fish market.. after lunch we just walked around at spring and alan dropped me back home after that because i had a class dinner that night..

class dinner was at 7.30 and howard picked me up.. and he was late so we reached late.. around 8.. lol.. almost everyone was there already including the teachers.. so we just joined in the crowd and enjoyed ourselves talking and eating.. and i got to talk to puan rosni, my bio teacher.. been a while since i got to talk to her.. but i couldn't really eat much last night because there were too many things that needed to be done at hartz.. blowing cake, signing cards, taking pictures.. and of course, catching up with teachers and friends.. here's some photos..

and due to something wrong with my phone, i can't upload any pictures from my phone anymore.. so yeah, the boring post just got boring-er with no pictures..

anyway, after the dinner we went to play laser taq.. me, aizat, ezzan, howard, aaron chan, theo and edric.. since only 6 can play, chan sat out and the rest went to have a blast.. it was bloody tiring because it was super hot and it didn't help when the guy decided to smoke the place up to spice things up.. anyway, we really had so much fun running around and jumping around (i jumped way too much i swore had the game last longer than 20 minutes, i would've ended up with cramps.. i can ctill feel the muscle fatigue up till now)

after the game, we rested for a while before taking off.. i went with theo to meet up alan and jay and dick.. we had a glitch before we left, theo's car couldn't start.. lucky theo knows what to do and he managed to start the car.. so we met alan and the gang up at homecook cafe and had something to drink there.. i had 100 plus cuz super dehydrated after laser tag.. there, alan said we should go to monster's tongue and play pool.. since his cousin is there.. so we went and the pool table was occupied so we ended up just sitting with alan's cousin and his friend.. had a few rounds of drink and that was more than enough to get jay drunk.. lucky alan was driving jay's car so it was fine..

from monster's tongue, we went to soho but then alan's sis say we should move to grappa so we followed.. grappa was damn packed but we got ourselves a table so we had more drinks there.. just as we were about to enjoy ourselves, there were cops so we had to leave.. i can't afford spending a night at the police station :( from there we wandered to nowhere.. reached home at about 3..

today was a good day, till my memory card decided to condemn itself.. so i lost pics and now i'm not in a good mood..

went to boulevard with my mum today to get me and my sis stuffs.. and mum became a kid again.. lol.. while pushing the trolley, she was making sounds, nghhiiittt, voom voom.. haha!! can't believe my mum actually did that..

then at night went to church then to azeem's place for his farewell dinner.. stopped by at jay's place after that then went to play pool with howard, chan and edric.. reached home at about 11.30 only to find my phone memory card condemn.. super stress now..

and ya, sis is leaving next week to UM.. next friday to be exact, a week earlier than me.. she's looking forward to it.. more enthusiastic to leave than i am.. i'm still reluctant in leaving.. lol..

anyway, it's getting late.. i'm stressed out with my memory card thingy and my head's spinning.. good thing i didn't follow jay to the club tonight.. i'll go get to bed and hopefully, i'll have a great day tomorrow..

-great ending coming without a doubt-

Thursday, June 18, 2009

hunger hunger hunger..

i'm super hungry.. i've not taken my lunch and i just got back from INTI.. and it really hit me that i'm super bad when it comes debating.. i've always known i was bad, just didn't know i was this bad.. oh well, i don't have to debate anymore after this so i guess it's fine..

this morning william came over to the house.. and boy did he told a lame joke.. lol;

dad: where's my mice (computer mice)?? who took it away??
william: your cat ate it.. haha..

lol william.. it's been a while since i last met him, the IT graduate.. didn't talk to him though because i was busy eating in the kitchen.. and tomorrow night i've a class gathering.. best part is, two of my most favourite teacher will be there.. hell yeah!! i hope i can liven the atmosphere.. i certainly didn't during debate.. but i guess when it comes to having puan zalma and puan rosni around, that's more than enough to trigger me to fool around.. after all, it's what i do best in their class back in form 4 form 5.. lol..

speaking of class, i heard that there's suspected H1N1 case in Taylors Subang.. not one, but two cases.. and oh ya, i'll be going to that college soon so yay me.. i need to pray that i don't get no stinking H1N1..

went out with ezzan this afternoon before going to INTI.. went to get cards for tomorrow.. and he's going to receive incentives on the 29th at dewan suarah like me also.. so now i know at least i've got a mate going as well.. haha..

i'm really hungry right now but there's nothing light for me to snack on.. i don't wanna miss dinner.. so i'll just starve for now.. maybe i should go and sleep.. i think i will..

-hunger-

Saturday, June 13, 2009

13th june, ok day..

a blog post a day keeps the doctor away.

it has been an ok kind of day today i guess.. started the day with a wake up call by my beloved cat kitty at 6.30 in the morning when she came back through my room window.. let her in the room and she cried cried asking to be loved.. tried chasing her out of the room so i can get back to sleep but to no avail.. the cat decided to jump on my bed and sit right in front of my face till my mum appeared (probably heard the cat crying then opened my door to see the cat) so i went back to bed and woke up at 9 and then prayed for mimi before going down for breakfast.. had kolo mee and then looked at my sis giving the dogs and the cat their bath..




kitty, given her shower.. lol..

and after getting her shower, kitty well, became moody and i got a few scratches from her.. haha.. then around 12 something, went out to look for stuffs.. ended up going back empty handed but my bro got himself a new bag.. and i took a few shots of handbags.. God knows why.. haha..





sadly, mimi hates the purple one.. it's purple!! so i'm still on the lookout for her birthday gift.. went back around 3 something and changed the lightbulb at home.. and i wonder, who's gonna take over my 'job' at home when i leave in 19 days time..who's gonna help mummy clean the air con filter?? the changing of water filter?? the lifting of flower pots?? changing of lightbulb?? maintaining of cars?? worried le if my mum does that on her own.. she's already busy with cleaning the house.. bro better buck up..

o and my mum, superb.. didn't know she was super alert when sleeping.. mummy was sleeping on the sofa downstairs and my sis was in the kitchen, eating.. so i decided to disturb my sis.. here's a breakdown of the conversation..

me: wa, eat again aa??
sis: ya la..
me: not scared fat meh??
sis: i... (got cut off by my sleeping mum!!)

out of the blue, my mum who was sleeping, entered the conversation..

mum: eat like that sure fat one la!

wa, from sleeping suddenly can get involved in the conversation.. steady mum!! you go!! dinner today was a subdued affair.. wasn't fun at all.. and was supposed to go clubbing tonight but yes, once again, i decided the best thing to do was to stay at home.. tired i guess..

so overall today was an ok day.. not bad, but not good either.. and i think i finally figured out why i'm half hearted in leaving.. with that figured out, i'll release it tomorrow and i'll be all set.. 19 days left starting tomorrow so i guess it's all cool..

o and please don't feel bad about the differences.. it's all A ok.. you made a boy happy, and a man to learn so ya, no guilt no guilt..

RANDOMNESS



aunty pauline's cat..

-game set and match-

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

pain :(

o yes i'm in pain.. the effect of yesterday's knock of the car on my back is kicking in.. i'm not as mobile as i was before.. i'd to spend my time lying down in the room.. kinda like some handicapped dude, just that i'm not handicapped.. i hope there's nothing wrong with me..

so ya, pretty much today i didn't do anything.. besides going for a last minute medical check-up just now.. was supposed to go to a clinic somewhere but my aunt, as usual, breaks her promise.. so my mum was rambling about looking for clinics to do the check-up.. thankfully i've a cousin who works in the hospital and she got her doctor friend to help us out.. so mummy upon knowing, barged into my room (no kidding) and told me we're going to SGH to do the check-up.. though no check-up is done there.. haha.. lucky to have people like my cousin who can really save your butt..

so me and my mum went to the hospital to meet up my cousin and her doctor friend.. and i assure you, sitting in a car with my back hurting like mad, isn't really something nice to experience.. we reached there round 3 something and met up my cousin who then brought us to meet her friend..

now while waiting for her friend, my cousin told us that actually medical check up is supposed to be done at the polyclinic that i went to last week but got rejected.. and each and everyone of her colleague says the same thing.. so ya, mum was pretty upset with the people at the polyclinic..

then my cousin's friend showed up and she was super friendly.. asked a few questions on the jpa thingy and bla bla bla.. a bit cheeky to, in a friendly way.. when we were alone in her office as she was measuring my blood pressure she asked 'got girlfriend ka??' LOL.. gave her one cheeky answer back and we both laughed.. and she does seem to have some sense of humour.. there was this one form on the AIDS test that i need to undergo.. and in the form there was one section that asked for your sexual preference aka homo, bi or straight.. and then she said, 'handsome like this, got possibility you homo ka??' haha.. funny la her.. maybe because she's still young that's why.. just finished her housemanship.. Dr. Siah H.H. her name..

so basically she brought me around the hospital to do the tests.. blood test, urine test and eye test.. and she was having fun poking at my eyesight.. oh well, can't be helped.. i know my eyesight was bad.. haha.. she can't help out with the x-ray thingy so i'm going to another clinic tomorrow morning.. and she discovered about my back.. not bad eh this doctor.. seems like she really studied during her medical course.. managed to tell, God knows how, that i knocked my back against something.. told her what happened and MADE her promise not to tell my mum about it.. i'm sure mummy would kill me if she knew.. so she promised and ya, hopefully, secret safe.. ngahaha..

went back around an hour later or so.. and i heard from my mum that if my sis can't get a slot in any IPTA, daddy might have another option for her.. dad knows this guy who works in UNIMAS and has helped him out before in something.. and my dad actually called him and asked whether he can get a slot for my sis through the 'back door' and the guy actually said it can be arranged.. my goodness, i've no comment on that.. maybe it's good for my sis though.. though i know, she won't be happy because she's so picky with the universities and she actually complained and said 'why UNIMAS of all places?'.. if i were her, i'd appreciate getting a seat in a U rather than complain.. and her IPTA application result will be coming out next week so hopefully she'll get a seat..

and bro is back from camp and is currently sleeping in the room.. i'm sure tonight during dinner, he'll whine about camp.. typical..

i really hope my back won't hurt that much tomorrow.. stress i can't really move about cuz it's a lot of pain.. i can only pray for that i guess.. i wonder did mimi get into any accident today since i prayed for her not to get involved in any this morning.. hope nothing happens to her today.. kesian her.. sigh.. sometimes i wonder why i tend to worry so much about her..

-not everyday is a sunday-

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

accident!!



i just realised how much i love my cat, kitty.. and i almost lost her today but thankfully nothing happened.. whew.. i doubt i'll pull myself through if she had been hit by the car just now.. but now i'm the one in pain because i was the one who got hit by the car protecting kitty..

kitty went to play at the field opposite my house.. she likes playing there.. it was about 4 something.. the weather was just nice so i thought i'd watch her play.. she was running around and though i don't know why, it was a joy watching her doing that.. then she got bored and decided to go back home.. so she jumped across the drain and then walked across the road and i was calling her.. the stupid old cat then decided to lie down in the middle of the road just in front of my house and started rolling around (she looks super cute doing so!!)

i was standing near the gate there and then suddenly i saw one toyota vios coming out from the junction and turning to the road facing my house and it headed straight to kitty!! and the driver was talking on the phone!!! kitty didn't realised the car coming and continued rolling around.. God knows what's wrong with her.. and then it must be my instinct, because i just ran straight in front of kitty and kneeled with my back facing the incoming car and caught her.. the car braked but i still got hit on the back.. there was a soft 'thud' sound and i sort of fell over on my right shoulder,not hard thank God.. thankfully no one saw that or it'd be embarrassing.. lucky mum and dad wasn't around or they'd be screaming at me for playing with my life.. the driver open the window and yelled something in chinese saying something like 'you crazy or what??!!' i apologised and he went on with his way..

and all kitty did after that was run in the house and continued rolling around at the car porch.. haha.. cute la you kitty.. worth it la for my back to get hit for you.. the least is now you're still sitting on my lap while i'm blogging about this.. i just realised how i unfortunate i am with toyota vios.. i collide with one during chinese new year eve few years back while coming out of a junction riding my bicycle..

kitty kitty.. i think i've grown super attached to you since we first got to know each other 5 years ago.. if anything must happen to you, i wish it will not happen right in front of my eyes.. not under my watch..



you probably mean the world to me kitty.. will miss you when i leave on the 3rd..

Monday, June 8, 2009

good mood good mood

yeah.. today so it seems i'm in a super good mood.. and how would i know that?? judging on the amount of food i consumed today that's how.. ah yes, the food.. had lots of bread with sausages for breakfast, two plates of mummy's fried rice (i swear it's the best fried rice i've ever eaten in my entire life!) and bread for lunch and and to cap it all of, three plates of rice for dinner.. wonderful.. i think the last time i was in such a good mood was one day after 20th march 2009.. lol..



mummy's fried rice!! nice!!

and today i whiled time away testing video call through msn with my sis.. wanted to try it out so that we can video call home when we're away.. but first thing's first, gotta set up a hotmail account for my mum.. dad says he has he already.. which reminds me, i should create mum's account..

other than that, did practically nothing besides playing with kitty.. wendy asked me out but i said no because i felt lazy.. alan messaged super early in the morning asking me to wish him luck for his driving test.. wonder did he passed or not.. i assumed he did, though i'd expect him to immediately call me out once he passed.. haha..

o and i'm supposed to meet aizat up but as usual, no specific time and place so i wonder when exactly are we meeting.. and to aizat i'll say yes if he ask to hang out.. waiting for the next arcade session in hock lee with him.. haha..

and yesterday was great, night i meant.. superb.. good arm workout at the same time.. i swear if every night was like last night, i'll have biceps like arnold schwarzenegger, however you spell his name.. lol.. and now i know why i'm in such a good mood, it was because of last night!!

last night i saw the most beautiful moon ever at taman sahabat.. or maybe because i was looking at it with someone beside me looking at it as well.. anyway, it was really nice.. always wanted to look at the moon with someone beside me (since i was small mind you i had this dream) and last night the dream came true! ngahaha.. no one better to help me fulfill the dream other than mimi.. though that would probably be the last time i get to look at a full moon (i think it was full or almost full) with mimi beside me.. haihz.. i'd give anything in the world just to have that moment re-lived again but i know it's not possible.. and things will change in about 25 days time..

notice how life likes to kick you in the face?? just when everything seems to be going well, they just wouldn't let you have it perfect.. oh well, nothing we can do about it but live it out.. sometimes, you can do some thing about it but not in my case.. so i can only live it out..

i'm wondering if mimi's arm is aching.. i'd be laughing if it is.. lol..

tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow.. creeps from this petty pace from day to day.. ah i wonder what would i be doing tomorrow?? seems like another unproductive day.. oh shoot.. i need to go open my bank account and i haven't done it yet.. stress.. suddenly there seem to be so many important things that i need to do.. and i don't like doing things.. ish.. maybe i'll just get it done on wednesday..

and i still haven't got my new pair of jeans.. haha.. so i'm still stuck with the 'sweeper' as mimi would call it.. the funny thing is i have so much time to get things done but i'm not doing it.. ok maybe it's not funny.. dang!! i still haven't get myself a file!!

and i think, i think, i'm gaining weight.. haha.. that's nice.. i need to gain weight before i go to the states so as not to get bullied by the white people.. they're big :( but i now how to get the better of them.. all i have to do is grow BIGGER.. sounds easy.. not in my case.. stress..

well i guess that's about it.. i still want last night!! oh well, what to do.. ish.. and i better start running to get fit.. maybe i should go for a run now.. nahh.. i'm not that hardworking.. i'd rather be listening to musics in my room..

-full moon again??-

Saturday, June 6, 2009

26 days to work with..

that's right.. i've got 26 days to work with before taking off.. i guess it's more than enough to fulfill the list of things that i wanna do before i go.. i'm halfway done already so 26 days should be sufficient..

can't wait to hang out with aizat again.. we went out last thursday.. wanted to crash the lasallian convention in st. joe but we thought better and ended up loitering near the church bell talking and laughing around.. when it was almost 12, we went to pick fakri up and then shot straight down to mcdonalds's for lunch.. met mr. rechards daughter, my-would-be classmate in form 6 if i'd stayed, and her friends aizat took a snapshot of them without them noticing.. lol.. she saw me, but pretended that she didn't know me though she should!! i carried her chair for her on my last day in form 6 you ungrateful girl!! haha..

after having lunch, went to hock lee to play at the arcade and it was awesome!! first we were racing then we decided to go shooting.. man was the shooting game fun.. definitely hitting that place again soon, most probably monday.. haha.. after that, went to spring for 5 minutes (stupid i know but hey, that's what i am, being stupid) met a few INTI students then after that shot to boulevard just to loook at toys.. then had a drink in ipoh town.. wanted to go back after that but the rain was super heavy and the wind, my gosh, super strong.. if i'd been wearing a wig, i'm sure the wig would've been blown off.. and the combination of rain and wind got me to fall sick.. yay me..

friday woke up super early to go for medical check up.. had to go to a government clinic as specified by jpa.. went there and they told me i can't do it here.. too many tests to run.. and i was thinking, it's only blood test, eye test and x-ray.. they definitely can do it cuz my mum did hers there before.. so stupid.. o and that was the first time i've been to a government clinic and it was well, something you can really reflect on.. unfriendly receptionist, people fighting for numbers (no kidding) and i really feel that the clinic should've done better when dealing with the people..

head down to the tennis courts after breakfast at thompson (though they started the mssm but haven't yet) met the current state team and also my perak friends.. the state team teachers were enthusiastic to greet me when they saw me.. nice.. didn't think they would remember after this whole time..

yesterday was a better day perhaps.. started the day by receiving a message from someone and trust me, there's no better way to start the morning.. then head down to the tennis courts at 1 something with jay to watch the tournament.. watched ee zhou my perak friend) playing.. he was playing a superb match against gerald wu of penang.. didn't know the outcome of the match because the rain started pouring when the match was so close to finishing.. stupid rain (i chang my mind about the rain later)

sent jay home in the heavy rain and i realised how fun it was to be driving in the heavy rain.. so instead of taking the road that's shorter to my house, i took the longer road just to drive longer in the heavy rain.. traffic lights were shaking due to the strong winds and i was just waiting for it to fall.. didn't fall though.. reached home at about 3 something and got a phone call from wendy who asked me to come round her house for dinner.. she asked me few times before but it wasn't appropriate to go then but now i've no reason to say no so i said yes.. followed her car home right after church (i've got three weeks left to pray in st. joe!! no!!) well, it was a bit odd eating at her place together with her parents and siblings.. lucky her parents were friendly.. lol.. she dropped me home at about 8.30 or so..

alan asked me out yesterday night as well but i told him i didn't feel like it.. made a smart decision there.. otherwise mimi might've been stuck at her friend's place.. lol.. and at the same time, it gave me a chance to see her.. not that she said i looked at her... oh well, i've got tonight so.. lol..

today so far has been well.. went marketing with my mum as usual.. saw some kittens tht i really wanted to buy back but but since i'm leaving there was no point to it.. when i rached home jump back to bed and slept..

and i shall resume knocking things off my what i wanna do before i leave list after the school holiday ends.. i hope i don't add anymore stuffs because lately i feel like there's many other things to be done.. i should rule it out if it's out important at all.. yeah, that's what i should do..

-realised-

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

rough day, 3rd july..

well today was kinda rough.. seriously.. started the day still with the fever.. woke up at 8 something i think, then went out for breakfast.. wanted american breakfast but thompson's was closed so had indian breakfast instead at curry house.. had two roti canai and drank 100 plus just to rehydrate the body..

after that, left for cimb bank to open my account.. sadly, i couldn't get it done because my ic chip can't be read.. nice.. now i've to wait till i get my new ic.. went home and immediately laid in bed.. covered myself in sweater and jacket cuz somehow the fever felt worse.. and i measured my body temperature, woohoo, a whooping 39.. briliant.. got it lowered to slightly above 37 now..

and owh, i got my incentive money from Sarawak Teacher's Union today.. not much but i could do with the cash.. still waiting for yayasan sarawak's incentive.. wonder when they'll hand it out.. sigh.. and jpa letter came in today as well.. i'm doing american degree transfer programme in taylors for two years and then i'll be heading to the states (if i get accepted and pass another bloody interview) looks like i've to work hard this time round.. no more playing around in studying, well, maybe a little bit won't hurt.. lol..

i'll be leaving kuching on the 3rd of july.. wanted to go alone but dad insists on sending me and mummy wants to tag along for a weekend break so both my parents are going.. yay.. flight's on a friday at 4 and we'll stay in some hotel for two nights (friday and saturday) before i register on the 5th of july at taylors.. and i chacked out the so called hostel at taylors, turns out to be apartmment.. nice.. at least i know i won't live that bad of a life there.. lol..

and i've got few friends in taylors already so i guess life won't be that bad.. and i'm sure i can make new friends rather easily.. ah i can't wait to get back to studying.. though i fear one thing.. after my studies here for two years, if out of the blue jpa doesn't continue with my scholarship, i'm as good as toast.. i'll have to go to the states with my own money if that happens.. damn, it better not.. suddenly, going under this kind of programme, scares me.. i guess i just have to pray that nothing happens and i get to go all the way to the states sponsored by jpa..

and i'm a bit blur with the fillings of the documents that are attached with the offer letter.. die.. i don't know what to do with it!! stressful.. and lots of procedures that i have to follow like sending copies of my exam results at taylors to jpa and bla bla bla.. so complicated.. i'm not exactly a disciplined person as well.. i hope, on the day of reporting, i meet other jpa scholars who are diciplined and can help me out with these tedious matters.. haha..

i'm still wondering if there are other students taking tourism like me under jpa.. i hate to be the odd one out.. i guess i can only find out on the 5th then.. lol..

long day long day.. not so good one as well.. sigh.. maybe things will be better tomorrow.. yeah, it will.. i know it will..

going out with aizat tomorrow morning.. gonna have breakfast, catch a movie and then bowling perhaps then lunch.. i guess it sounds great.. haha.. well, i may as well get some rest now and hopefully, bye bye fever tomorrow when i wake up..

-lost without you-

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

lazy day..

today seems like a lazy day for me.. in fact, i was so lazy i turned down invites to hang out.. lol.. must be the fever.. yes, i'm down with another fever again, though this one is not as bad as the last time..

started the day by waking up at 7 something before going back to sleep.. was woken up by my mum round 9 to go for breakfast at some cafe (was still blurry when she was speaking so can't catch what she was saying besides breakfast.. lol..) turned her offer down cuz i just felt like staying in and continued sleeping.. slept till about 10 something then went down to have breakfast.. mum bought laksa for me, woohoo!! after eating i took my shower and went online for a while before going back to the room to sleep some more..

just before i could shut my eye, got an invite to caesar's birthday dinner at ikaw ikaw.. and again, i rejected going out.. lol.. crashed in at about 12.. woke up around two and went down.. looked for food but mummy didn't cook.. ow shoot!! i totally forgot to cook rice nowadays!! dang.. but anyway, went down and mum was rambling about sis being lazy and stuffs.. my sis went to be a busybody and get involved in a camp that she never had to go get involved in the first place.. stupid..

while i was down, helped my mum a bit with her pot plant so she'd be happy.. lol.. and it worked.. she was happy after that.. and i stayed down after that and watched movie on the laptop while eating cips and drinking milk (weird combo i know but hey, everyone's got their style of eating) jason messaged me while i was watching movie and asked me to chill with him and dick.. and guess what, again i rejected.. lol.. he was disappointed i know but hey, i just fee like staying in, at least for the time being.. had dinner at about 6 and then my mum got a call from my aunt saying her house was robbed..

my aunt and her family left to kl for some wedding and so her house was empty.. so my mum got scared, sent me all alone to go there.. nice.. took her car since my sis took the one i share with her.. drove all the way to matang and when i reached there, some of my uncle relatives were there already.. so i went in and checked the place out.. outside looks fine minus the grill at the window which was broken (forgot to catch the picture) seeing that no one had checked the inside yet, i went in and went upstairs to see the rooms.. and i was so stupid to open the door of the room just like that without covering my hand.. great.. now if i end up in jail, you'll know why.. lol.. guess my finger prints are now stuck at the door knob..

anyway, when i opened the door, whew... topsy turvy room.. clothes lying around, wallets, dressing table messed up.. wow.. didn't touch anything because the cops weren't there yet.. just looked around to see how it was.. here's some pics..







that was in the master bedroom (my aunt's room).. then here's one in my cousin room.. lucky they only touched his and not my another cousin one.. or else they would've gotten away with another laptop..

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along (my cousin) would flip if he sees this.. haha.. and the thieves ransacked another room downstairs..



pretty messy the thieves (duh.. that's their job.. lol..) but pretty dumb.. i don't think they got away with much.. i managed to recover my aunt's laptop and my cousin's so i assumed they're dumb for not seeing it.. ahaha.. the jewelleries in a box that my aunty hid was still there.. i took it home with me, in case they were gonna come back again the thieves.. my uncle asked people to stay overnight there and i wanted to but but my mum and dad won't let.. dad actually called and said,

dad: you don't macam macam want to overnight there.
me: why not?? it's not wrong ba help aunty jaga the house.
dad: it's not wrong but what if something happen?? don't be stupid. you still got
your jpa to go for.
me: stress. whatever la. bye.

so i couldn't stay there for the night to take guard.. my cousin's friend arrived at the house around 8.45 and i drove back home and told my mum and dad what i saw.. mum became paranoid.. lol.. mummy mummy.. and i'm going back to my aunt's house tomorrow with my mum..

speaking of tomorrow, i'm going to cimb bank tomorrow to open an account that'll make it easy for my mum to transfer money when i'm in west malaysia.. and i feel like having american breakfast suddenly.. gonna have that tomorrow!!

and my siblings won't be at home from tomorrow so i'm alone with my parents.. great.. though i'm sure most of my time would be spent in my room.. haha.. ah mum's getting more and more attached to me.. must be because i'll be gone soon.. dad just doesn't seem to care at all.. hmmm.. maybe because he's busy with his works.. oh well, i wonder how my parents are gonna be like when i'm gone.. because although i rebel the most at home, they seem to be able to confide things in me.. dad's always sharing his problems with me and mum, whenever she needs to complain, i'll be the one listening.. wonder who's gonna fill in my shoes.. sigh.. these are the things that make me a bit reluctant to go..

i love my parents really.. i mean who won't love their own parents.. a bit controlling (that's why i rebel) but yeah, i love them.. i'm making it a point to drop my mum a message every single day when i'm in west malaysia and when i'm abroad, give her a call once a week.. then she probably won't be worried.. i know you worry mum though you always say can't wait for me to go.. lol.. mummy mummy.. ah i'm gonna miss you mum.. and and i'm gonna get your flight tickets to visit me so so you can take me out for food and shopping.. lol..

things are a bit crazy at the moment with the fate of my sis study hanging in the balance.. her IPTA application will be known after gawai if she's got a seat or not.. if she gets a place, hope she'll finally know how valuable education is and stop doing nonsense club activity.. be like me sis!! haha..

it's getting late.. i'm supposed to be up early tomorrow so i'll call it a day.. oh and i got a handshake form kitty.. lol..



-healing-

Monday, June 1, 2009

bump bump bi bump bump

wellie well well.. is it me, or was tonight a bumpy night.. went out with some friends to hang out at boulevard.. and boy, did i bumped, literally, into so many people.. little kid, girl, a parent, another litle kid, a girl and another girl.. whew.. bumping isn't cool.. lucky all were friendly.. they all just smiled at me.. nice.. thank God kuching is filled with nice people.. to those who were bumped by me, i'm sorry.. wasn't really looking so sorry!!

and and i should be getting my jpa letter this week.. provided my name isn't forgotten that is.. if it is, i'm toast.. lol.. can't wait to get it cuz i'm dying to know where i'm going.. i'm keeping my fingers crossed it'll be UK.. then i can travel throughout europe during my breaks (excellent!! don't have to bother flying back during the hols..) wanna go to rome and see the churches.. damn, it better be UK!!

and yes, i can't wait to leave to study.. most of my friends are flying by end of the month :( as much as i'd love to leave, i hope my flight won't be till july.. i wanna celebrate my mum's birthday first!! might be the last time i get to celebrate with her.. and it's super obvious now, she'll miss me when i leave (you're showing it without realizing mum!! lol!!)

speaking of this, i gotta start getting my bro to do the stuffs that i do when i'm here.. he's gotta learn how to maintain the cars at home (as in filing the battery water and checking the m oil level and stuffs), wake up early on sundays to follow my mum marketing and etc.. don't know if he's gonna pull it off.. i think he will.. though i'm super sure when i leave, dinner wouldn't be such a lively affair anymore.. bro and sis just can't liven the atmosphere!! and that gives more reason for my mum to miss me.. seems like she can joke most with me..

and dad's being mean.. he says when i go, no no allowance coming in from him.. i'm supposed to survive solely on the allowance from jpa.. nice.. don't really mind though.. i'm just gonna be super thrifty.. can't really expect much because due to my sis not being able to get a place in USM, my parents might have to send her to private uni which costs a lot since she wanna take up medical course (medical courses in private uni don't exacly come cheap do they).. i don't really understand why she wanna do that.. considering her results are average and she doesn't really wanna work hard in her studies and likes to get involved in nonsense club activity, she may as well be a social worker..

mum says she'll send me money.. though i don't really wanna accept it because she's already 46 and is high time she start using her own money to enjoy her life.. i'm thinking of saving some of the monthly allowance from jpa to get her tickets to fly to china or korea (her dream destination) it's been a while since she went on a plane, considering the family's finanicial crisis that kicked in when i was in form 2.. sure we're better off now but she still hasn't been flying and i really want her to step foot in korea before she hits 50.. i think i can do that in 2 years time, when i'm overseas and receiving allowance in US$.. God bless me my plan work..

and my sis, seems like she's got another option.. IPTA.. if she can get a slot then it'll be great.. if she can't then i guess my parents got no choice but to send her to private uni.. when that happens, hopefully she'll start appreciating my parents more and and stop raising her voice when she speaks to them sometimes.. or listen to them more for that matter..

oh oh and mum and dad got new phones!! dad bought for mummy a new samsung and well, though she isn't exactly tech savvy, she likes it and since she doesn't know how, asked me to set the ringtone to a song that she likes.. and dad got a touch screen phone with a 5 megapixel camera and can hold two simcards.. nice.. that old man really loves changing his phone.. though i got to admit, this time, that bloody phone he bought, totally rocks!! haha.. wonder if he'll get me a new one.. lol..

and i just realised how much money i'm gonna get my parents to spend before i go.. mum insists on holding a farewell dinner and inviting peeps, i need to get some new clothes and definitely a new pair of jeans (mimi knows why.. lol..) some shoes, a new laptop (sorry dad!! i can't resist!! haha) and i'm trying to get him to get me a broadband, to stay connected.. lol.. oh well, i'll pay them back when i graduate and start working..

oh well, i'm getting sleepy after drinking soybean and eating chips.. so i'll end my bumpy night here and slump into bed.. has been a long day..

-contract ended-