need a break..

i am seriously looking for a break.. life so far has been anything but fun.. i'm constantly sleep depraved.. best part is i'm sick (i sort of recovered today.. feeling way better than i did yesterday..) spending really is an issue since my allowance hasn't come in yet.. i've to stay up late almost every night to finish my assignments and SAT stuffs.. i'm feeling stressful.. i've to walk a distance to get to the nearest ATM.. i ran out of cash today without realising it.. lucky i have such good friends who were willing to walk with me to the ATM machine at 9 at night.. i'm STRESSED.. I NEED A BREAK!! can someone share this with me????

i'm currently sitting in OldTown White Coffee together with my housemates .. after what seems like a long time, i finally have some time at night to be leisuring around.. the place is really comfortable and relaxing.. good since my mind is pretty occupied right now.. i hate life here.. i'm used to it no doubt but i'm not having fun at all.. i do have fun when i'm together with my friends just making the whole class laugh (i daresay we're very good in doing that and now we're labeled the jokers, me and ji chuan) but otherwise, it's kinda dull..

and the OldTown waiter just screwed up a simple order.. can i get even more unlucky??

i'm really tired.. but today, for the first time in God knows how many years, i laughed till my tears almost came out.. It was SAT class and it was really funny when ji chuan and I were competing to get the questions right.. man it was great.. i really needed that.. we both laughed and laughed and his face was so red when we were done.. haha..

OldTown's toast is really good!! or is it because i miss eating toasted bread with kaya and butter.. anyway, i love the toast here.. yummy..

tomorrow's gonna be a long day but i guess it's just another day for me.. and o, the song 'yesterday' by The Beatles is stuck in my head.. lol..

-i feel useless-

hectic..

taking time off from my assignments.. i need a breather..

i'm officially sick no thanks to yu full.. i'm super tired no thanks to the hectic schedule i have.. i'm under lots of stress for the first time in my life.. yay me.. if only those stupid programs be omitted from the program then i should be fine.. but sadly no..

-super tired-

bad day bad day..

ok today was really a bad day.. so bad that i was super tense and was at the verge of exploding.. lol.. can put the blame on my annoying cousin..

i was away at my aunt's place over the weekend.. see i was really looking forward to the weekend for a good rest and relaxation session after a tiring week.. so my plan had been to just rest and more rest.. my cousin however, had other plans..

he continuously bugged me throughout my stay at my aunt's place that i realy felt like slapping his annoying mouth.. he had to ask all sort of stupid questions or start up stupid conversations.. oh ya, he's 11.. why can't he just keep quiet sometimes.. sheesh..

i wouldn't mind those long trips my aunt and uncle took me along for had it not been for that little bugger who couldn't stop talking.. he was extremely annoying today which caused me to be super tense the whole day.. it wasn't till just now that i felt better.. stress stress stress..

however, despite all the stress and tension and all, i know, no matter how bad the day can be, i'll always end it with a smile.. thanks to a certain someone (you know who you are XD)

-no matter how a bad a day can be, it always will start with a smile and ends with one thanks to you-

counting lessons, anyone??

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

a better day..

today i got the chance to get up slightly later than usual since we took the cab instead of the morning bus that leaves at 6.15.. today i woke up at 8 which is just nice..

today was once again, a waste of time.. minus the last session which was about how to take challenges in life.. i felt that was pretty good.. but other than that, the sessions all are still a waste of time..

went to mydin tonight and it was quite cheap the groceries.. which is definitely helpful for us scholars since most of us are low on cash.. lol.. allowance will only be given earliest next month.. so us scholars really got shallow pockets.. jason tiong, a new friend i met was saying, 'if this is the life of a scholar, then it sucks'.. lol.. dinner tonight was once again, black pepper chicken rice.. really have to tighten on the spending.. now i wish was in kuching because there i get to eat as much as i want.. lol..

mimi isn't really feeling well.. haihz.. hope she'll get better soon.. missing her..

tomorrow morning again the thing starts at 10.. but we're walking to campus tomorrow.. about half an hour walk.. should be fun.. lol.. though i'm super sure i am not looking forward to tomorrow..



i also got mimi!! lol..

-if only i can make a wish-

SAT anyone??

ok today was crazy.. i took the longest test i've ever taken in my entire life, SAT.. though it was just a diagnostic test, man it was tough.. 10 sections altogether.. math and english are the main component of the paper..

the english question, tough.. super long passages and answers can't be extracted directly.. really have to think a lot.. the math, simple (form 5 standard with the add math and math combined) though i've to admit i kinda forget the formulas and all which made life difficult for myself.. lol.. hopefully i can score well come october when we take the test for real..

if the 4 hour test wasn't bad enough, the 2 hour aptitude test was worst.. complete waste of time.. the time for that stupid test should've been reserved for sleeping!! it's super tiring to get up at 5.30 everyday and coming back (as in reaching the apartment at 7 something).. tiring lifestyle..

and i met howard and gavin today at campus.. that bugger howard came all the way from shah alam just to hang out at taylors.. lol.. so we catch up a bit and all.. he seems to be enjoying himself there.. at least his schedule ain't that packed as mine..

getting used to life here in subang.. basically nothing much to do also.. i only wish that i had more time to rest.. lol..

-waking up every morning with a smile-

taylors taylors taylors..

it's my first day in taylors and second in my hostel aka casa subang apartment.. the apartment s not so well equipped but i guess it will do.. i've very good housemates and we all bonded quite well.. so i guess it's ok to hang out with them..

taylors schedule however, sucks.. i'm running 8-5 from monday to friday and on some days, 8-6.. o yeah the induction program is that dumb.. wish i can start class immediately.. i'm sure classes are less hectic.. so tired..

i've made a friends already and we bond pretty quickly.. without doubt there are a few arrogant monkeys out there, but it doesn't really matter.. the deal is to finish studying with first class honors..

and i forgot to mention how sad the apartment is.. i'm in a master bedroom, small though.. and there's no heater in it nor a ceiling fan.. all that's there is a stand fan.. nice.. and there's no tv, no microwave, the fridge stinks and the water heater doesn't work at the outside bathroom.. so ya, sad..

classes for ADP students will only start next month.. i am so not looking forward to the induction program cuz it's kinda like time wasting.. even my other friends say so.. we really envy those ICPU students cuz they're starting class tomorrow and they'll be off to canada (if they reach the required pointer) next year.. we only envy the starting class tomorrow part.. at least they don't have to undergo some noob induction program..

i look forward only for weekends because then i'll be off to my aunty's house.. lol.. and and most definitely the raya break! i want to go home and meet up someone..

so damn tired so i guess is should stop crapping..




-need a laugh-

the lack of sleep and the whole day out..

ok i went to bed roughly around 1 something in the morning.. took a shower before that and when i was ready to jump in bed, my cousin was snoring.. o ya, he's 8 by the way.. so it took me a while before i could really sleep and for God knows why, i woke up at 5.. tried to sleep again but couldn't cuz cousin so loud :( that was bad, but there's worst..

after fruitless effort to try to go back to sleep, i got up at about 8 something and take my shower.. and when i got out wrapped in towel and topless, i got quite a shock to see the maid in the room.. appuu.. i looked at her and she looked at me and i retreated back to the shower.. once i was sure she was out then i went out.. reported t mimi immediately about the spoilt morning.. lol..

after dressing up, went down and had a quick bite.. i was supposed to go out today with my aunt and uncle and we left at about 10 something and we had brunch at some indian restaurant.. after that, we drove round town and headed to kl hilton.. my dad was supposed to meet someone there... but the guy wasn't there so uncle brought us round kl for fun.. then we went back to change car and my uncle decided to stay home.. so aunt took over and brought us to an electrical appliance shop (something about her new 50 inch plasma tv).. and o, she wanted to give me and my sis a car since she has so many at home yet only two person can drive at home.. i didn't agree cuz kl road, scary..

once done at the shop, we went to UM to pick up my sis and meet her up.. we waited for a long long time before sis was released.. one hour plus wait.. insane.. once she appeared, we headed straight to some chicken rice shop, forgot the name but it was packed even though it's already 4.. show's how popular the place is.. had chicken and and pork!! damn delicious wei! ngahaha.. i was so happy to abuse the pork.. two type some more.. after that, we headed to the curve shopping mall and i got myself a pair of giordano jeans.. then we headed to cineleisure cuz my aunt wanna book transformers 2 tickets but it was all sold out (thank God).. so we went home but i couldn't rest since my cousins keep bugging me.. i was so tired..after i took my shower, uncle ask us to go out again for dinner..

we went to some chinese restaurant and my aunt ordered lots of food.. seeing today is the last day i get to eat that much, i really enjoyed myself eating especially the crabs.. lol.. tomorrow i'll be off early, 8 to taylors.. so lazy.. wish i was staying with my aunt.. that'll be great (internet damn fast here) wonder if my apartment in taylors is that fast or not the internet.. i know my broadband crappy when it comes to video call :( i'll just hope and pray for the best..

-tomorrow is a new start and hopefully you'll walk with me-

landed in kl..

ok today was full of ups and downs.. started the day by waking up at 7 because had to collect and pass something to alven.. after that, didn't go back to sleep because i was busy with the household chores and packing of my stuffs.. so i was basically up and running till now..

in the afternoon, went to pick up my bro from school.. that was around 1 something and once i reached home, i grabbed a quick bite and before i knew it, it was time to leave to the airport already.. dad's friend came and pick us up.. wee reached the airport round 2.45 and checked in our luggage.. a few messages came in to wish me all the best.. but the best part was to see mimi at the airport.. lol.. she said she was busy but i'd a feeling she was coming so it wasn't really that big of a surprise.. never the less, God knows how happy i was.. so after checking in, spent a bit of time walking around the airport with her (i swear i don't know what to say).. met a few friends of mine who was seeing their friend off.. then it was my turn to enter the departure hall and i loved that part, minus the part when i have to enter..

after entering, joined my mum and dad and we boarded the plane.. reached kl at about 5.50 and then grabbed the luggage and all before heading to kl central using klia express.. once there, waited for my aunt's driver to pick us up.. we waited for quite a while because the road was jam.. after half an hour or so, the driver arrived and brought us to my aunt's place.. quite a nice place, better than her old condo.. the downside is the internet here is bad :( that time it was around 8.. after settling in, we went down to the cafe for dinner (me, my dad, mum, and cousins).. didn't have that much of an appetite to eat since i was tired..

after dinner, my cousins (annoying little kids) got me to play ps2 with them.. i played for a while, courtesy kinda thing.. and after that, i wanted to go online with mimi but my broadband is so crappy.. made me super stressed.. o and my uncle, funny guy.. made fun of me video calling mimi and then gave me beer to drink..haha.. sporting guy.. gonna play chess with him tomorrow.. hope i still have what it takes (believe it or not, i was one of the top, if not the top chess player in A class back in st. joe.. lol..) and my aunt came back super late, after 12.. and no one's downstairs edi but me.. so we conversed a bit and she said i've grown up so much.. lol.. both said the same thing, 'getting taller and more good looking aa.. better looking than your dad'..

tomorrow i've no idea what are we gonna do.. i pretty much just wanna rest because i'm still kinda exhausted.. o ya now i remember.. going to see my sister.. then maybe hang out a bit.. then it's sunday and it's hostel life for me (though i'm sure it's not bad considering it's apartment) hopefully my broadband will work well there.. i'll flip if it doesn't..

-i will be much better than before-

the missing pants and tie..

o yeah i'm missing a pants and a tie.. and the best part is my flight is in another 8 hours or so, which gives me ample time to find it though i'm sure i won't be able to since i searched high and low already last night..

so i'm done with my packing, well sort of.. still waiting for some shirts to dry in the frying machine.. other than that, it should be fine.. yesterday i spent the day well again, i guess.. went out for breakfast with alven, we had laksa.. woohoo.. 2 more months before i get to eat there again.. saw some police handing out summonses for illegal parking at the cafe.. then we went to spring.. once done, alven dropped me at my primary school and boy did it bring back memories (hitting my head against some pillar while running, breaking st. Paul's glass window while playing kick the bottle and some other.. lol..) met two of my most favourite teachers there, Mr. Ramlan and Pn. Khadijah (i swear up till today i don't know how to spell her name) met Mr. Ramlan at the office and he was asking about my siblings before wishing me luck.. then met Pn. Khadijah in the primary 5 classroom (i interrupted her class.. lol..) and those primary 5 kids, well, they're still kids.. judging by the way they were so excited to see me entering the class.. lol.. she too wished me all the best..

in the afternoon, went out for lunch with my mum and my bro.. after that, went to jamm with cyril and the gang.. reached home at about 4 something and i was so tired i really didn't wanna pack.. but i had no choice (though i only started packing at 7).. it was then i realise i had a missing pants and tie.. stress.. wonder where they went.. never mind, i'll go hunt them down now.. hope i can find it..

-and you'll never know how it is to walk in mine-

a day well spent, perhaps..

alrightey one more day tomorrow and adieu.. everything is almost good to go.. few more things to accomplish tomorrow and that's it..

today started with having breakfast with my dad.. it's been a while since he took me out for breakfast.. so we went to woon lam cafe to have yong tau foo but but again the stall is closed :( and i thought i'll have to carry my cravings for yong tau foo all the way to kl but then dad has an alternative.. he took me to another cafe and damn, it was great.. they were playing christian songs!! what better way to start the day than to have breakfast with your dad, eating yong tau foo while listening to christian songs?? PERFECT..

after breakfast we went home and i helped my dad burned some discs.. that whiled away some time and before i knew it, it was time to pick up my bro so i left.. went to church and looked for him.. met wendy who seem to be rather forgetful.. asked me when i'm leaving, a question that she's asked so many times before.. lol..after picking up my bro, we shot to singapore chicken rice to meet up my mum and have lunch.. after lunch, went home and sleep.. lol.. woke up round 4 something and cleaned my room a bit.. then went down to play with the dogs and talked to my mum.. then showered cuz alven was gonna pick me up at 6.45 for dinner with my china mates and my ex-classmate..

alven reached at 6.45 sharp (damn good sense of timing) and we went to pick up my china friends before heading to hornbill cafe to meet up chun yian.. she was there waiting for us already.. so when we reached, damn phil was like a monster.. he can really eat!! it was fun hanging out with him again after a while.. we ate, talked and laughed like crazy.. it was a fun night.. got some pictures but it's not so clear since my phone camera got no flash.. i'm making it a point to invest on a new phone, a new pair of glasses and some mini pot plant.. after dinner, we went to seven eleven and had some ice cream courtesy of han xiao.. then alven dropped them back home and then finally me.. tomorrow i'll be having breakfast with alven at kwong hup.. woohoo..

so overall today was a great day, considering i get to have breakfast with my dad then lunch with my mum... i still haven't finish packing so i'll go and finish it up (in a way) now..

-yesterday-