18 years..

18 years have i wandered
not for a knight in shining armour(i'm not gay.. lol..)
but for a light that can make me warmer.
18 years have i wandered
with no sense of direction whatsoever
and i am still looking, for a golden toilet.
18 years have i wondered
when will i ever be un-wondered
probably when i've reached the age of a hundred.
18 years have i tried
to talk to a girl who can't smile
but failed cuz she'll chase me away making me run for miles.
18 years have i searched
for an apple that is red
only to discover that the red apples are just under my bed.
18 years have i took
to finally learn how to cook
hard-boiled eggs without looking at the recipe book.
18 years has it been
since i actually last seen
a movie without any scenes??(can't think of what else that rhymes.. lol..)
18 more years and i will know
whether when i'm 36 i can still show
my hair that never seems to grow.
18 more years will i take
before i can finally shake
a milkshake by a beautiful but ugly lake.
18 years have i try
to jump of a cliff and fly
but i never dared due to the fact i would die.
18 more years and i will cry
listening to the sounds of kids in the house
running up and down like a cat chasing a mouse.
18 years have i attempted
to never be tempted
only to find out i'm always exempted.
18 years and i'm still searching
for that little bit of lightning
that would make my skin a lttle bit more shining.
18 years and i am still hoping
that by doing a little bit more jumping
i can be as tall as James the Wrapping.
18 years have i been trying
to be a little less nonsense-ing
but a little more of Burger King eating.