When I..

When I first saw you,
it was through the open debate
and you looked like someone who resembled fun(first impression)
When I first spoke to you,
you asked me my name
and I finally got to know yours as well.
When I first got to really know you,
it was through the fund raising thingy
where we would talk and talk while making cards for sale.
When I first got to hang out with you,
it was in KK during our debate competition
where I end up spending most of the time with you though we were just friends.
When I first realised I actually liked you,
it was when we spent two whole hours by oureselves talking
and there was that feeling that I have never experienced before in life.
When I first asked you out,
I dreamt of nothing but to make you happy
smiling and laughing as if you have no problem in life.
When you first held my hand,
there was a feeling that I can never describe
how I wish that you'll always be there with me to hold my hand.
You are indeed someone special
but yet what did I do??
I made you cry.
When I found out you shedded tears
because of me not sharing things
I feel so bad and I really regret.
How I really wish,
to turn back time
to prevent all this from happening.
And now,
though you say you're fine,
I'll always feel bad and will never forget,
When I first made you cry..