luck.. something that i always assumed i have.. seriously.. but today, something hit me.. is it really luck that has been helping me out?? is it really luck that has helped me excel in all the public exams?? is it really luck that i got a wonderful girlfriend?? or is it really luck that i used to achieve success in things i do?? i've come to realise no, it's not luck..
i realise it's more of God's blessings really.. was messaging mimi about praying and suddenly it hit me.. i've always prayed to God whenever i wanted something and somehow, most of it got answered.. excellence in public exams, the chance to represent the state in tennis, things i want and i asked for i usually get from God.. minus the petronas scholarship which i asked for but i didn't get.. mimi gave me a very good answer last night.. she said sometimes, when you don't get what you deserve, God will return it to you double fold.. and on the day i found out i got rejected by petronas, again she told me something which i'll always remember.. she said that probably God has something else planned for you..
was thinking that time that i was unlucky for not getting the offer but now i think differently.. i think that for everything that i used to deem unlucky such as not getting the offer, i think it's just God's trial for me in life.. there's no way one can live a life whose journey is so smooth.. no, not even a priest.. i'm sure they do get trials from God, just different then how it is with us though i'm sure everyone's trials are different..
now i come to a conclusion, for everything that i deemed to be luck before, now i think it was God's blessings on me.. for those unlucky things, it's God's trial for me.. i'm erasing the word luck from my dictionary because now i belive there's no such thing as luck.. it's actually God's blessing.. Praise the Lord, alleluia..
so to all of you out there, here's some advice..
Ask and you will get,
Seek and you shall find.
Do believe however, whenever you're asking or seeking for it.. then i'm sure, God will be there to help like he always does..
I'm gonna ask for something else this saturday.. i'm gonna ask him what's his plans for me in life.. mimi told me she's been asking but she never got her answer.. i'm wondering if the same will happen to me.. but i believe one way or another, God will let me know, in about 19 days i should know..
-12 days till i get to see someone-
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