disappointment..

well, the day started of bright (literally in the sense the sun was shining bright) and i went about my usual business before class.. the only one regret i had was to log on the computer and to check whether i had been accepted by petronas or not.. guess what, i didn't get admitted.. sure i got the jpa interview but it was the petronas one that i wanted so badly.. had i been accepted i would be going to ipoh, somewhere near to where she would be.. but nope, God has other plans for me.. petronas rejects me and now i'm stuck here in INTI and counting the days before someone leaves.. not that it's all that bad since she said she ain't giving up (miracle considering she said before she would and once she's made up her mind it'll stay that way.. lol..)

feeling as though my luck is running out, something just isn't right.. before this everything i've done has always been smooth.. take for example the jpa interview.. 15000 applied and only 8000 was given the chance.. and i made the cut.. just imagine how lucky is that.. now it seems my lucky strikes are coming to an end..

moving on to the slightly better part of the day.. was in hilton for my class and well we had some fire drill going on (big scale) which was fun.. takes the mind of things.. check this out..



here i have a picture of how it was.. was nice to look at all the people smiling.. feels like you're living in a world full of optimistic people.. then here's my beloved instructors (sehirah and rumit) in housekeeping.. couldn't help but catch their picture.. lol..



and here's a picture of my china friend, or phil as we call him.. was busy catching the scenes on how the firefighter supposedly put out the 'fire'..



that's basically about it on the fire drill.. was nice to get out of class once in a while for such things.. lol.. oh, and here's a picture of another friend of mine, alven when we were at McD after having Bak Kut Teh..



done with the random-ness and back to the day.. well, after class i felt much better cuz we were really having a good time today (me, alven, nyko, chun yian, phil, sarah and xiao tong.. fooling around in parkson.. haha..)

basically overall today i learned a couple of things.. one is definitely never ever put your hopes up high on things, not especially when you're running out of luck.. two, it's about time i start relying on my own efforts more than the lucky strikes i've been having ever since primary 5.. besides i also learned something else about myself.. which is i guess i can really look at things positively.. i mean sure i did it before but now i know the positive-ness in me is really positive..

supposedly i havta study considering my finals are next week but the typical last-minute study me will pull through with or without the luck.. confidence in myself.. lol.. actually have a poem in my head but i guess i shan't post it.. not good in poetry.. lol.. guess i shall blog about something else tomorrow, which i believe is gonna be a superb day cuz i'll get to see someone.. haha..